2015-01-30

darkoverord:

030/365

Today was one of those days it dawned on me that I suddenly have gone from kind of basic worker to suddenly having responsibilities.

This week I started getting invited to important meetings due to the issues we had last week, I actually have input and I’m not just sitting around being useless. I’ve got a weekly conference call next week. I’m apparently reporting work productivity to my manager’s manager’s managers, and in turn, their manager for the whole of five hours like 7 admin workers are in tomorrow.

And like, this time last year I was unemployed having huge doubts about my future.

Don’t get me wrong, I still have doubts. But my doubts are now because I don’t know what problem I need to investigate is coming next as opposed to floundering on not knowing if I’ll get a job.

I am actually enjoying work now. The past few months have been a huge change but have been some of the most enjoyable, while stressful, things I’ve done. Better than the standard BAU work that’s for sure.

And yes, I’m still using the same pen I got back last June/July :3c