2022 Summary of Art

Yearly post time! Will have some thoughts in here again whoops. Click through the read more to get a closer look at each piece as well as my thoughts for the year, otherwise here’s the summary image:

Previous years: 2018 | 2019 | 2020 | 2021
Decade Overview: 2010 – 2019

Like 2020’s post I’ll put personal thoughts and feelings under the art!

Click in to each image to find out more and view the full art but be aware that images with a πŸ”ž are only NSFW!

January
πŸ”ž (Totally Not) Corrupted Simon
February
πŸ”ž [COM-2021] Hats & Paws
March
Pride (2022 ver)
April
[COM-2022-04] Starry Observer
May
πŸ”ž [COM-2022-04] Coffee Table Roast
June
Rigel Chilling
July
Bowser Day 2022
August
πŸ”ž [COM-2022-06] To Make a Red Panda Drone
September
Rigel v2.0 Reference
October
[COM-2022-06] Biafra Stickers
November
Hanging Bat
December
Welcoming the New Year

I’d be lying if I said 2022 was a good year for me. I’ve had a few health grumbles, and summer being 40℃ for the first time in the UK just completely kicked my ass and as a result I did things so much slower than I’d have liked. That said I did the December pic in a timeframe I’d like… …If I completely throw out entirely my work/life balance.

I will however though say one thing, 2020 and 2021 I felt I was artistically stagnant. 2022? I did not feel like that at all. A lot of the pics I did this year I felt I was pushing my ability (in a good way) and I do need to kind of, ingest that and work out why I feel that way. I do however feel burnout again, not in the way that completely crushed me in 2019 but, that sense of weariness.

I think one target for me this year is to maybe poke other full time artists and go “how you work in a way that doesn’t just burn you out??????????”, that and maybe look in to other health service things as well ‘cus I saw a lot of friends get various neurodivergent diagnoses this year and watching them go “Oh yeah I do this and apparently it’s an ADHD thing” I just, sat staring at insert social media here going “Ha ha, I’m in danger”. It might not give me the solutions I seek but I suppose looking at it and seeing what other people are doing with their new understanding of being ND might help me.

*Checks last year’s post*

If there’s any takeaway for that in 2021 it was that I felt things deliberately blocking me from doing art. I got my ass kicked by vaccine side effects and especially in the past 3 months where I’ve just had multiple health ailments (that are still ongoing) that I’m just physically struggling. But I’ll push on, hopefully I can start with 2022 as a sort of reset. That’d be nice lol.

Ha ha, sorry about that past DO. But hey, you got gender euphoria at least as you came to terms with just not being gender. Love being agender it/its it gives me the happy brain. Anyway

I do have a few things on the docket for this year though. I will be attending Confuzzled this year, my very lovely and fantastic partner whom I love lots and I ended up skipping 2022’s CFz due to a mix of the end of 2021 having A Lot happen and also just general uncertainty about COVID. Frankly my fears are still there about being at a con but, I fucking need social contact and be in a place where I actually don’t feel out of place and beyond my usual circle of friends (whom I also love lots too). Because of this I absolutely need to work on a badge design to fit with CFz2023’s theme.

To be honest I do think I may have hit that bottom floor of introverted nature, I’ve kind of isolated social stuff for more than two years of COVID, I kind of pulled back from a lot of local furry events in 2012 for various personal reasons. I kind of want to maybe start showing up at Manchester Meets again, even if infrequent. Don’t miss running them though XD

Another consideration may be updating DarkOverord’s reference sheet again. It’s 5 years old and while it does the job the problem is that it is five years old. This is a low priority though.

Another item isn’t so much of a artistic goal and more a “me” goal, lose a bit of weight, try and walk around more. I suspect a lot of my issues are from not being as mobile and maybe with the realisation of my gender, maybe I should start actually dealing with well. Me.

Who knows, lets see how this year goes.